You've already crossed your first hurdle when you can admit that you had a bad day and flew like crap. Blaming the check rider for something you thought was your fault would only be avoiding the truth.
Sounds like you have lofty goals in mind. That's good but keep in mind any thing worth having is worth a little sweat to get. Don't assume that a lack of scoring a job is a lack of your abilitiy. The economy is extremely tight right now and much of scoring a job depends on being in the right place at the right time.
One last bit of advice. Don't let your resume tell your entire story. The purpose of a resume is to get you an interview. The guy who gets to sit infront of personel manager and answer questions that were not clear enough in his resume will get the job over your perfect resume.
Good luck and remember these things always work out somehow.
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Thank you to our families of soldiers, many of whom have given so much more then the rest of us for the Freedom we enjoy.
It is true, there is nothing free about freedom, don't be so quick to give it away.